Monday, July 26, 2010

I'm almost feeling like too much crap to write, and yet, I still feel like I should get it out while I'm alone. Perhaps because I don't have someone around to bounce vents off of, or maybe just because I occasionally enjoy talking to myself uninterrupted.

Today a homeless man became irate at work because I kicked him out for trying to scam me into using our bathroom to shower/do drugs/ whatever else homeless people do in our bathrooms. I don't think I want to know. The whole incedent was slightly disturbing, and thankfully Charles, who was on his lunch, (and Nathan, who decided to visit and come chat for awhile) both jumped up from their seats, ready to ward off the crazy man. It reminded me that I miss the days where I felt sorry for homeless people, and felt good about giving them money. In the past couple of years, I've experienced a complete change in mindset. What I once saw as poor, defenseless and unlucky, I now can't help but see as lazy, rude, and selfish.

Wow, my stomach really does hurt that bad.. I'll have to continue this rant later. :(

Friday, July 23, 2010

Listy list

Random points of current interest-
* I'm about to go a week without Glenn. In some ways I'm sad about it, in others I know it's perfectly healthy to have some time apart.
* I'm really really hungry.
* I've had random lower abdominal pains the past few days, and I'm not sure if I should go to the doctor and investigate the matter further.
* Glenn is getting a special random present tonight. :)
* Saving money is really hard.
* I need to make more art. More. More. MORE.
* I feel like I don't read enough. I feel like I would be a more interesting and well-rounded person if I did.
* I don't know why I'm writing any of this down, since I don't think anyone reads this anymore. Not that I blame anyone, I don't exactly post very often.
* I bounce back from feeling like I'm on the right track to completely empty and pointless. I'm beginning to think it comes with the territory of being my age.. but maybe not.
*Speaking of age, my birthday is coming soon. I've yet to make a plan for it, but I'm sure something will end up working out and it will be great fun.
*Teriyaki, or ice cream? Hmmm...

Time to pack my bag up for tonight.