It's been months and months and months since I've written here. Alot has changed, some things haven't. I don't feel like re-capping everything though. Only the recent things.
Last night was okay. I enjoy the bar hopping evenings with Jess, Casey, Camber, Nathan, (and now David), but sometimes I'm still left wanting something more then a slight buzz and bar food. It's not the fault of my friends. They're all great, I've enjoyed getting to know them better. I must just be incredibly difficult to please. Or get bored really easily. I don't pretend to know what the answer is. But it was a night not spent alone or sad, so I guess that's good.
I was actually kind of grateful for some time alone today, though. It was my first day off since Thanksgiving..and I guess people can wear me out in large doses. I think I've just needed some extra time to think about what's to come. Or what should be coming. I'm fairly sure I know what I want to happen, I just don't know how to go about getting there. But I will, and that's the important part.
Hmm. What else.
Adam is a DOUCHE. Predictably so.
I have very little money.
I want way too much for Chirstmas. =/
I really want to actually start painting more again.
I'm going to Utah for Christmas again.
I'm addicted to that store Lush.
Our house is actually starting to look cute.
I'm wondering how long just working at Starbucks is going to cut it before I become really bored.
Maybe there's more, but that's all I felt like saying.
